I thought I was home

But you hit me so hard

I had to take a step back

And there I saw.

I saw that I used to be

Stuck in a bubble.

My vision used to be partial.

Because of you

Now I see through your game

You've given me an aim

It is not to depend on you

Though I'm lacking a home

You made a path to the freedom

I couldn't welcome

Too busy, so busy intending

to figure out how I could lead you

to love the right way

Hopefully I found the wisdom to admit

I don't hold this power

And the responsability it implies

Cause sure you do love me

And so do I

Though I cannot lie

I despise you now

I guess this is the only mean I found

To accept the fact I had to give up on you, Dad.

Yeah, you don't deserve any more piece of my time

Indeed I praise giving

Yet it is all about boundaries

And you, you did cross the line a hundred of times

I don't have to apologize for protecting the precious being I am

From your misconceptions and your unsolved problems you're complaining about but dealing nothing with

By wallowing in your limited state of mind

Don't you see you bury all meanings that lie ?

I will embody strength

I have one shot one life

You can see it as an ultimate gift :

I won't let you be the one

Pulling the bullet in my story.

You inspire despair

- Was it the part you wish to play as a child ?

For my part, I still have papers to write

Therefore

Above your shade I'll shine

And out of the bubble I'll fly.

-Kindest Regards-